fauxPAS
Now?
I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope its over when I open them
I want the things that I had before
Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again
Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry
Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday
Promises mean everything when youre little
And the worlds so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now
(Na na na-na na naah na)
(Na na na-na na naah na)
(Na na na-na )
Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now
I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that its all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends wont know
When the bell rings I just dont wanna go home
Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I dont believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday
Promises mean everything when youre little
And the world is so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now
(Na na na-na na naah na) No
(Na na na-na na naah na) No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
(Na na na-na na naah na) No
(Na na na-na na naah na) No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
I dont wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No (no), no (no), no (no), no
I dont wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No (no), no (no), no (no), no
I dont wanna meet your friends
And I dont wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now...
I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
At least the 7th month culture doesn't seem so bad
the lights in the streets are AT LEAST pretty.
Simplicity;
is boring?10:14 PM
Sure our OG outtings were Okay, but we always end up having dinner...well mostly...DB does it the same. We'll go PS only to eat...never did roam the streets, well there was one time, with a small group (again during PAE). Well i needn't say about ex-art class, but worth mentioning was valentines' day, the whole group was there and bla bla bla chill out.
Argh what's with our school, is the cheena culture seeping into all of your brains? Since when have you all become so conservative? goddamnit, school's not everything in life, education isn't either. A life is given to you to LIVE it, go live it and don't say you don't have a choice...
BAhhh...needless to say I'm very frustrated by the fact that my daily routine is becoming well... very routinely mundane...At least give me a place to Emo with all of you....
MAY I SUGGEST A PROPER CLASS OUTING ON ONE OF THE WEEKENDS, PREFERABLY AT NIGHT...
Simplicity;
is boring?11:52 PM
I have never felt this way before, it is a feeling I can't describe. She gives me an extreme sense of euphoria and exhilaration when ever I take her out. IF she were human...
She is red Hawt
She is sexy
She is slender
She is fast
She squeaks when I squeeze her.
She is my BIKE~!
"The only thing that can cheer me up is you. Just seeing you smile makes me feel better. As they say True love is one where you see him/her happy. Or maybe it just a feeling fabricated from fiction or TV dramas. I do not know. It feels different from before, unlike what I used to feel. I never had the guts to tell you how i truly felt, nor can i guarantee happiness. "
I haven't even given her a name yet...Carolyn? @.@ ~ haha Nahhh~!!
Simplicity;
is boring?5:16 PM
But Can't help but want to put myself in his shoes and look at things in his light. I thought through rationally about what I said in the previous blogpost and i take it all back. This is for all you VS-VJ folks out there.
From what I heard, homework is given non-stop, lectures are too fast paced, and extremely difficult exams resulting in hard to swallow academic results.
It's difficult to know who to trust? People in NY are more genuine? backstabbers? Closet muggers? These were the words that came out of MuYao's mouth, if that is so. I really don't know what to imagine.
CCAs are falling apart. XR, I did feel really awful when you told me the worst that happened. Though i do feel that my cca is not as close as it use to be, but it is nothing compared to what you had experienced. This is his story, his kayaking team comprised of 4 juniors including himself. 2 guys and 2 girls, and it didnt feel complete. I saw a photo that he took and they could only form the first 4 letters of Kayak. It turned out fairly amusing at first but looking at it now it isn't all that funny anymore. The seniors had passed over, and shortly after the two girls left. He knew that the seniors were the ones who pulled the team together but after they left, everything just fell apart. I'm really sorry to hear about that.
Friends are falling apart. What happened to the dynamic trio. XR, Ong, Toh and the few others.
Is stress getting the better of everyone? Now that he's mentioned it, Ong really isn't himself lately. Those corny jokes are disappearing from his blogposts, and now, it's closed. Toh doesn't seem to hang around them anymore.
Is this the harsh reality of life? Compared to them, it seems like I'm already in cloud 9.
I don't want to feel left out, all these months you've all been keeping it to yourselves.
Please talk to me, sound out your problems, like what I do. I don't want to see you all like this. With that, I hope you'll all get better and stop being emo.
Simplicity;
is boring?7:25 PM
Let me in,
into your life.
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