fauxPAS
I don't have any best, friends, neither do I have very close friends, but I know, that I have good friends. Theses people have gone through thick and thin with me, one way or another.
We spent all our 4 years together, making art, laughing and joking and fooling around with one another, we braved through the thesis project, Coursework, while juggling our various subjects in class. If not for the peer motivation and the drive to do well, I might not have gotten my As for art. Just to mention some names, this is for you...
Xurong, Andrew, Er Pei, Mu Yao, Wilson, Han Hao , Ashpenn, Nicholas, Jordan, Wai Yong, etc...
The heroes who left the legacy behind for our juniors to continue, we survived through PLTC, competitions, hikes, and countless hours of droning in the den. The memories may not haunt me, but I know, we went through shit together as a troop. The meeting plannings, the OIPs, the screw-ups and the psychological punishment, I myself can't believe we lived through that.
To you...
Adriel(zai TL), Alif (SMUTT who went tpjc =.=) Xurong (reekuxiong), Jianxu, YongYi ( SaiKang Masters) Geng Hao ( Gang Hoe ) Hadi, amsyar, Amzar, kevin, nicholas waiyong (The Slackers), etc...
This goes out to people like Jonathan, keng juay, who sort of started the mugging trend, if not for you, i might not have gotten my 8 pts =). The study group people, like Jun heng, Marcus Aw yong (You gave me my first guitar lesson), daniel, Yun jun, etc... And those who made my last year in VS not so boring, these free entertainment people who brought us endless laughter and joy like juffrino, Irsyad, daniel, Salihin, Jont, ash, benjamin, Hansen, etc...
New friends, from NYJC, from OG17, (OGLS, Lucas the apparently labeled acbc, Ying Xuan hmm shall i say acbc? XD, and Wai San Oh~! she's too kind) Wei Liang the brother, Yiping the confident, Yizhe the quietly stone 1 corner( now not so bad, I realise he is shy in front of girls only.), Jian Yu the fish, Xinyi, Sharon, Shaorou, Melanie the xiao bai lian, etc.. The rest I'm not so sure. There's like a little social barrier or something. higher up in the social ladder or due to social complexities, I don't know... anyway, a social inept like me can barely reach out to them...i wonder...
You guys fill the Void in my stay in NYJC...Cheers to all...
Oh and not to forget, People like Cheryl Lim. We often talk about our daily lives, share our problems, our achievements, Joys and frustration. From the short close to 2 years since I've known you, I believe that fine line between us called the network shall disappear, and we shall Meet again...Lol. Hope this friendship continues to grow...cheers to you...
HAVE A PLEASANT NEW YEAR EVERYONE~!!!
and don't worry if your name isn't mention in here, Coz You all have a place in my heart.=)
Simplicity;
is boring?9:57 PM
1) MDM ERNIE, our form teacher, your spontaneous sarcasm always catches us by surprise, yet we're so used to it, we always end up playing along even when we're not suppose to. though you never pinched me much, your insults were a heck of a pinch already =/ anyway, you give a whole new definition to the word EVIL, bloop, bloop, wish you and your goldfish well.
2) MR NG, physics teacher, ARGH SOrry I didn't get A1 for physics. Anyways, I don't know how you got the nickname chickenman from, but i think it's because you told us your story of the time you went to KFC everyday to MUG for the O levels. I remember, you always come in 30 minutes late for lessons. It's difficult being a teacher, you have to handle so many students at one go, but try to improve on your teaching. You are a good man, and we know you love physics, but teaching physics requires alot more. I sense the passion in you. So keep up. ( lol i think my tone is a little wrong here ) gomenasai
3) MRS PEH, chemistry teacher, the start of the year, always zoning through lessons like a robot, last year coz of pregnancy always experiencing mood swings, but you are a very nice teacher, helping us in which ever way possible, I remember one day during the break before the exam, you came to the canteen to revise topics with us. I love chemistry, you and Mdm Farrah helped me regain that interest I lost when i was sec 1 and 2. YEAh So this is for you and your daughter. (BTW whats here name?)
4) MR IKHW-AN-NUAR, haha, I never like Geography nor Social studies, but your lessons were never boring. I would love to go back to one of your talks on malasysia (with that drawing of course) anytime. I remember Banjaran Tittiewangsa...Anyway, your jokes always left us either stunned or eww sick. Won't forget that smirk of yours anytime soon. =]
5) MR HAZRIN, English teacher. Funny man, talks about his life stories *wink* infront of class. Your signature scratch stays fresh in my mind. while you often stun half way during lesson and sound out "where was I again?" I heard you are getting married soon. So best of luck and hope you have a great life ahead.
6) MR TAN, MR ZABID, MR KHOR
haha sorry guys, this list is not finished yet. not say i'm lazy to write, but i too tired, so lazy to write on, till next time, i continue XD
Simplicity;
is boring?11:05 PM
I guessed i Scrapped through by 2 points. My aggregate was 247, the cut-off point to VS was 245. So I spent 4 fruitful years in VS, learnt to love, hate, and embrace all that I ever had, for I knew it would disappear from my life very soon.
I am in a state of confusion right now. Having already resigned to fate, I wasn't bothered by whatever score I got...
Sometimes, no, most of the time, I think Life really just isn't fair. What is reality? What is fantasy? The bridge between these two always seems to fade away and appear...
I am angry with myself, for others around me were worried sick about the release of the results, i was resting peacefully in my bed, not giving a damn in the world. While others were gritting their teeth in the hall, I was so relaxed i could fall asleep.
I wasn't too confident, nor was I worried, in fact i was just contented, until the release of my results... IT WAS TOTALLY UNEXPECTED, FOR ME TO GET AN 8. I didn't know how to respond to that. I saw countless disappointed faces among the smiles. They didn't get what they want, and they hoped so badly too..And I, of all people, had to be in that majority crowd.
Nevertheless, the spirits were still high, We Sang the School Anthem with our last undying breath, and Cheered till our lungs caved in. We were Proud of our school, no matter what happened to us. We were the pride of our school, no matter where we went.
Once divided, Now we unite to form these 131 years of a LONG Victorian FAMILY TREE.
(urgh, that didn't sound right... what can i say, i got B3 for english)
as we part yet again, to pursue our different paths in life, in our hearts we know, Once a victorian, always a victorian.
NIL SINE LABORE
PEACE OUT GUYS, AND CONTINUE TO KEEP HER FLAG UNFURLED
Simplicity;
is boring?11:45 AM
Simplicity;
is boring?10:11 PM
Labels: Crush
before that, a song that goes by "She's so high above me" by fastball
She's blood, flesh and bone
no tucks or silicone
She's touch, smell, sight, taste and sound
but somehow I can't believe
that anything should happen
I know where I belong and nothing's gonna happen, yeah.
Cause she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely.
She's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite
Do, do, do, do do
She's so high, high above me.
A first class and fancy free,
she's high society,
she's got the best of everything.
What could a guy like me ever really offer?
She's perfect as she can be, why should I even bother --- Aha
Cause she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely
she's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite
Do, do, do, do do
she's so high, high above me
She comes to speak to me,
I freeze immediately,cause what she says sounds so unreal,
Somehow I can't believe,
that anything should happen
I know where I belong
and nothing's gonna happen, yeah yeah yeah
Cause she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely
she's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite *(Or Hestia)* lol
Oh yeah yeah yeah
she's so high, high above me.
Nahahahaha, the songs I listen to seem to speak much of me. Maybe one day i should post my songs list on my blog and I can tell my life story XD
OH yeah, my title is a give away, You wonder why I'm so open, coz i'm derrick what....zzz...obvious
NEHmind, so a little history bah, my first crush, was at nursary LOLOLOLOLOLOL, you wonder why i rmb all these shit. My 2nd was at p5, Wow, then it must really be rare for me to have another 1 isn't it.
Pessimistic,
我真是个社会败类啦. Useless emotions getting in the way all at the wrong times. Maybe must chopsomeballs, then no more testosterones to interfere with my brain. must be strong. purge those persistent testosterones, b4 homo-erectus comes back from extinction.
Like all kinds of one sided love, a crush is detrimental to the human body, anxiety, stress and frustration, this 3 prong attack causes mental disorder, one will become oblivious to his or her surroundings while in the intoxication process, fantasies that might never be fulfilled start sprouting out. (not in my case actually ). And when he/she has a bf/gf, you would be crushed, imagine judo practice, someone crushing down on you with all his weight, this feeling might just kill.
I hope it wears out, coz crushes usually don't have results, this applies to me only, unless you're as deprived as me. Mr. 老江湖 is waiting for his bak kut girl (肉骨妹), it would be nice if i could meet crazy girl (神经婆)
说你神经病真是神经病嘛, 只有神经病的人才会跟我在一起.
Hmm, I wonder if this post my spearhead several rumours about me, i'll let nature take it's course then, words spoken can never be taken back. let's see how far we've come...
Simplicity;
is boring?7:10 PM
Then EP sms me asking me "want have lunch together at 1300hrs then we go art class?" at abt 12.13, maybe during that period u guys saw me or sumthing.
I didn't really reply until about almost at 1pm, coz i was carrying this retarded GOLDENBOX of tidbits and it wasn't really very appropriate for me to put down my stuff.
So i said" Wa i need go for tea session leh." Yea so when i replied i was already waiting inside the gathering room.
I thought EP forgot or sumthing, then after that XR smsed me at 1.02pm asking "where you?, I n ep at library. Come find us." so I thought u guys were waiting for me b4 you guys came up. At that time the briefing had already started. If i left just like that i would be really 不要脸了。
so i replied "im at the tea session thingy, come up top floor from the drumblock where r u."
YEA so SUDDENLY you guys SMS me say "*toot* the T session n u know who. i'm not going to join a u know what CCA, and its boring. EP say *toot* me" YEA so at that time i was damn pissed off already la, i thought u guys pang seh me - big time la.
yea then i couldnt use my phone at that time coz it would be damn rude. After the T session i called u guys, asking whether i could join in. Walao then u guys s till treat it as a joke like that, saying i'm not frustrated is a lie ah. at that time i no mood to eat liao so maybe damn cranky n moon swingy la. then bla bla bla argue argue argue.
yea so that was my story la. really sorry for getting so worked up over this. i hope you guys can understand. do give me your story also at least we can have a mutual understanding. I hope no friendships were damaged during this ordeal. please understand.
Simplicity;
is boring?8:04 PM
So we were standing among the crowd, fireworks shot up at random intervals~! It made no sence. Furthermore, they were so short when everyone turned to look at the general direction from where the sound was coming from, it had already ceased. Can't they all let off the fireworks when midnight strikes??? 3 places, Vivo, sentosa n marina bay. I guess i would say it was our fault not to move to better position. Sentosa's fireworks got blocked by a crane. The 1 at vivocity was blocked by the main building. Marina Bay's fireworks was half out of the trees..==
There was no warning, it was 11.58 on my watch, and they started the 10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1. At least LONDON HAD A BELL.
Speaking of which, the next few chain of events left me completely stoned. Decided to catch a movie, we were queueing up for tickets, suddenly these 2 dudes came up to us offering us Free Tickets to watch I Am Legend.
WTF. It was completely random i tell you... booked, paid for ( it was $9.50 by the way ) and they just offered it to us. So coincidental that only 2 of us have not wa tched that movie, hansen n i decided to stay.
For will smith's sake don't watch it. You'll end up saying: "Okayy...." watch it next year when it comes up on channel 5. Maybe those 2 guys had some precognition thingy going on. But What the heck, they were free and in the largest theatre 1.
the movie ended, checked out the credits, Laughed our asses off. the main cast consisted of 6 people. 2 of them were dogs. among the 2 dogs 1 was a substitute. Seriously, You'll feel very empty inside if you watch that movie. They tried too hard on the shock factor. So after the movie we ended up wandering around to search for cab sites. Along the way were many others, sleeping in the streets, relaking 1 corner. I would say was the most interesting part of the day.
for the first time i've gotten really close to a cruise ship. At the departure site. Then out of nowhere this group of thugs came along trying to pick a fight. Good thing hansen nailed it. For I was already about to call for security. freaked the hell out of me that time. Urgh, next time don't mess around with this kind of people lar.
Oh yeah, we went to this male toilet , they were selling condoms in coin slot machines. LOL. wish i took a picture of it. Was just too shaken up...
Ahh... in the end we owed it to hansen's dad to bring us back home safely.
OH I ALMOST FORGOT.. HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR~!! mine sucked but stay happy ppl.
Simplicity;
is boring?9:59 PM
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